HAHAHAHAHA...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! I have no idea why I'm laughing! HAHAHAHAHA!

Stupid degrading-ness!

Today in Bio we had to pick a number between one and 10,000. This thing was to give an example of Natural selection. So he gave certain numbers different stuff. And according to the sorroundings a bunch of the people "died" until it got down to a group of about 20 kids. So the teacher said "ok, these are the mammals that mad it through and breed and reproduce". However, I was the ONLY girl in the group. So people were being jerks. This one guy goes, "hey Taleese, no offense to you but for the population to stay alive you've gotta be a big S#*$". Another guy said "look its Taleese The mammal H#&%". The this one guy was talking to his friend and goes "I get Taleese". And his friend goes "No, I do". So then the other guy says hey, we can all have her!".................JERKS.

Ok, so B...

Ok, so Brennas not so much a mad skanking fool but a mad skanking retard. But don't worry, she'll get better.......I hope. Come on Brenna, its just like that one thing except not!!!! You can do it.
OK, for the record. If Philip hugs me 1 More time I'm gonna hurt him! It makes very very uncomfortable. Gah! I have homework, darn! *tries to eat homework**gags*. Darn it!!!! Oh well.

Just got back ...

Just got back from Youth group. I'm starting VCL(Victorious Christian Living) soon. A class that will hopefully help me grow in my faith. School tomorrow, "great". But thats ok because I'm gonna teach Brenna to be a mad skanking fool!

Its Sun...

Its Sunday. I have no desire to go to school tomorrow. Oh well. Youth group tonight. Yay! I have to get $161 soon. I don't know how I will though. Hmmmm. Tis Bored, Oh well!

So...

Some people don't like it when I express my opinion. hmmm, oh well.

Your MOM!!!...

Your MOM!!!
hehehe

I'm such a s...

I'm such a sap for a goos love song. Its sad, I'm a poser.All my bags are packedI’m ready to goI’m standin’ here outside your doorI hate to wake you up to say goodbyeBut the dawn is breakin’It’s early mornThe taxi’s waitin’He’s blowin’ his hornAlready I’m so lonesomeI could dieSo kiss me and smile for meTell me that you’ll wait for meHold me like you’ll never let me go¡®cause I’m leavin’ on a jet planeDon’t know when I’ll be back againOh babe, I hate to goThere’s so many times I’ve let you downSo many times I’ve played aroundI tell you now, they don’t mean a thingEv’ry place I go, I’ll think of youEv’ry song I sing, I’ll sing for youWhen I come back, I’ll bring your wedding ringSo kiss me and smile for meTell me that you’ll wait for meHold me like you’ll never let me go¡®cause I’m leavin’ on a jet planeDon’t know when I’ll be back againOh babe, I hate to goNow the time has come to leave youOne more timeLet me kiss youThen close your eyesI’ll be on my wayDream about the days to comeWhen I won’t have to leave aloneAbout the times, I won’t have to sayOh, kiss me and smile for meTell me that you’ll wait for meHold me like you’ll never let me go¡®cause I’m leavin’ on a jet planeDon’t know when I’ll be back againOh babe, I hate to goBut, I’m leavin’ on a jet planeDon’t know when I’ll be back againOh babe, I hate to goAWWWWWW!

I ha...

I have eaten now. I am content.

Give...

Give me food or I will eat you!

I to...

I took a shower and now my hair is NOt blue, its NOT green, its blond. YAY! I'm hungry, nothing in our house. Hmmm, oh well.

Did you eve...

Did you ever have the feeling that if you showed your real self people would hate you. I think I was afraid of that with Anna cuz she was such a good friend, I didn't want her to see what a horrid person I am. Now shes gone, not to sound sappy but I've cried many a nights over it. Right now I've got everything bottled up inside. I keep praying to God to put someone in my life to share with and their just not there. Maybe this is God teaching me to be dependent on him. I dunno. The closest person I've got is Syntia, and shes all the way over in Orlando and dealing with problems of her own. I'm so afraid if I take of this mask at school or church and for one moment stop smiling someone might be appauled. I love the mime team and depend on them alot but its seems like they've all got their lives in order. And I feel like of convinced people so well that I am never sad they'll leave me when they find the truth. It kills me that almost no one really knows me, the closest is maybe Jaala but I feel like her and I are drifting. I don't know if anyone will read this, I'm quite worried about posting it. You can reply to it if you want btu please understand I don't want to talk about it. I don't feel comfortable talking with others.I should get some sleep.So I say Goodnight into this great abyss.

T...

Taleese rhymes with basket and Brenna rhymes with satan. Its true. Today Mr. Bechtol called me ugly, did I already say that. Hmmmm, my ear hurts, thought you'd like to know.

I want chapsti...

I want chapstick.

exam

I think I failed an exam today. Oh well! I got Proof That Youth are Revolting!! Yayness. Best CD EVER! bored, bored, bored. I get to go to a party tomorrow. Yay. Maybe I'll make my hair normal before that and maybe my neck won't be green.

bored

I'm bored, watching Full House. Got a new shirt, it says "I've decided to put myself in charge". I'll wear it tomorrow.

food

I'm hungry. Thought you'd like to know. My neck/hair/ears are blue!

School

I like being at EG, but it depresses me sometime. I walk through halls and although I try not to think about, so many of these people are confused. So many of them have probably hate themselves or think less of themselves, some of them could even be thinking of suicide the same moment I walk by. And it kills me that I don't do anything about it. I wake up so many mornings saying "God here I am, use me today, let me be your mouthpiece" and then I go and put people down. Sometimes I feel like such a failure to God, ya know what I mean. On a lighter note, my healtg teacher is REALL short. I keep making fun of him for it. Its great fun. I called him short once and he goes "yea well your ugly, at least I can still grow" HAHAHAHA. I thought that it was funny even though he was just stealing a phrase from Churchill.

My first time on this thing.

Hey! Now you can peer into my life and assume your heart out. Not much to say. Today was today, not good not bad just today. I'll post more in a little while when I think of it but for now this is just me starting.Fair warning, some of you that know me we'll read things you wouldn't expect from me. I'm bad at "talking" wih others so this my way of venting. My life is far from what most of you think.