School

I like being at EG, but it depresses me sometime. I walk through halls and although I try not to think about, so many of these people are confused. So many of them have probably hate themselves or think less of themselves, some of them could even be thinking of suicide the same moment I walk by. And it kills me that I don't do anything about it. I wake up so many mornings saying "God here I am, use me today, let me be your mouthpiece" and then I go and put people down. Sometimes I feel like such a failure to God, ya know what I mean. On a lighter note, my healtg teacher is REALL short. I keep making fun of him for it. Its great fun. I called him short once and he goes "yea well your ugly, at least I can still grow" HAHAHAHA. I thought that it was funny even though he was just stealing a phrase from Churchill.